Tuesday, March 24, 2009

i'm soo confused...

i'm soo confused... i fell in love with this person and this person A does not know it. A and i were playing around today and i confessed to A... but A brushed it off as a joke... i was hoping A would but it still hurts for your crush to reject you so easily... but the more i look at A i like A more... A is good at everything... sports, music, studies... A helped me alot in my work... and i can like A to this extent... A is the first person i actually like this much. there were two others but those are not as strong as this... what is up with me?... but i haven't posted in awhile... school is boring and i need to seriously buck up in my studies. i got like 1c6 4c5 2b4 and 2a1 which is very bad. my average is below average. and i suddenly felt so hardworking today and went ahead and bought 4 notebooks to write notes on 4 subjects. mainly cos A was also doing that... but i need to study hard and i am going to study hard... i can't do any worse...

24March
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