ahh-ah... tired tired...

sigh...
one before i go to sleep
just now training rJ was kicking some high kick
he fell and sprain his wrist
last time do pyramid
fell and knock his head...

ahh... never practice piano... tomorrow lesson die...

there are some ppl i like that i can never be with
there are some that can never return my feelings...
why are my choices so...

sigh...

kkay! first short post!!
bbye~

2358hours
6July

BOXING!!!

CRACK!!

ahh!!! i've been training for 5 hours ++ for the past two days~
i feel like dying...

today had to input two patterns into my head, which i totally forgot both already...

training was at those kind of like dance studio thing
got the mirror wall
we did sparring after the first break.
wc maam and jar sir were sparring.
sir shift back and crash into the mirror =X
ahh-ah... the glass shattered...
luckily he was only shocked and not injured...

wc maam called some guy to replace the mirror before the cc found out...
$400+- about there

AHH!!! why am i the only girl on the team?
my team is full of guys...
some are quite hot~~ serious muscles~
my type XD

school starts tomorrow...
now i need to balance school, cca, violin the theory exam and practical, piano, and training

xiao... now we training everyday...
can kill myself... i would die...

wish me luck kkay? nyaa...

bbye~
oyasuminasai nyaa minna san^^

2158hours
28June

ahh legs nunmmmmmbbbbbbbb.....

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! NYYAAAAAAAA=^.^=!!

i so happie^^ today training hee hee^^ kim cheong sir came~

ahh... miss his training and the body feeling damn tired after training...

training late and starting early and training real hard...

ahh so tired... we did physical training today.

train speed and reflex.

then do sparring, like the last minute burst type...

all my partners shortshort and what...

then cannot kick properly cos scared hurt them...

and i stepped onumm... xin yi or xin wei... the younger one's leg. 

i think xin yi..

tired... my anklehurts... i think strain...

shoulder elbow wrist and ankle... 

or maybe just pain... like my legs now... 

ahh so happy^^ i'm really weird nya...

liking tough and tiring training...

ah well...

i wanna go play games(so late at nightO.o!)

bbye nya~

2252hours

22June

ahh!!! blood~

nyaaaaa-eeeoooowwww!!!! my toes hurt...
i went for training today. and yupps~ its a friday^^
move now my feet got bloody blisters
nope i'm not cursing. they're bleeding!!!
owwieeee...... and i got bruises all over
well not all over. my feet and legs.
i sparred with weechen(oh no! sp?) maam just now...
it was okay. i scored a few points
coco cried again. she's a good enough fighter but cries too easily

my total genius of a brother (sense the TOTAL sarcasm in there) lost the nail cutter
last time he lost $30 over in a recently topped up kopitiam card
genius

i can't say much. got too little time on the computer

2248hours
19June

ahh-ah... so tiring...

i finally went for training again today...
first time in like... 2, 3 months...
so tired... and training today was really light...
cannot remember how to kick...
ahh... my ankle hurts my feet got bruise my skin feel very tight...
must train harder. going for grading in july..

tomorrow piano lesson starts>.< so nervous...
my fingers all stiff... just like my body already... training cannot kick nicely...

ahh... tired...
kkay^^
byebye~

2311hours
15June

nyahaha^^

haha:D
just now went to east point and walking down the carpark. got one girl walk past me then when she was above she was asking her friends "eh is that a guy or a girl?"
nyahaha!! i so shuai~ hee hee^^ my nose growing so long nya~~ (there is some belif i think is japanese that when you feel proud or arrogant your nose grows long)

ahh i ate too much~ so full...
i need to practice that song.. the da-da-da da-da-da march song thing
during string we play the whole song then mr li ask the 1st violin to play altogether
some sound came out... err... can hear the melody with some kind of sound behind
then first desk play gloria and emmerlyn played nyaa it was nice~
then second desk play. me yiying and erlene. we play and then there was the some sound.
can roughly hear the melody...
mr li never say anything he just say "okay. you go home and practice."

ahh... tuesday starting piano lessons on tuesday~ nyaa.. the teacher is nice~

yesterday on violin lesson i played the adoration with the piano. it was weird. i couldn't match the piano. ahh... i need to practice...

now must balance violin, piano, string, school and tkd (if i ever manage to get myself back to training...) ahh... can manage if i manage my time properly and don't be so lazy...

i need to pack my room... it was neat, then i messed it up again.
my shelf got no more space... the comics got too many. bleach occupies more than one row..
ahh!!! i need book 10 and 11 but cannot find... all the shops i go to all got every book except the ones i need... d.gray-man also.. i need book 8 only~ and nyaa when is tsubasa coming out again...

ahh... i'm watching happy feet~ being random... the penguin soo cute >.<

nya kkay~ i'll stop here.. my posts are like essays..
nya-ah... =^.^=
bbye~

1934hours
14June

tonde tonde~

nyaa... i'm hungry!! i want my food!!
so hungry... after running i go buy milk.

nyaa tomorrow got playmax i dunno what to wear
i guess jeans but what t-shirt to wear i don't know
i'm being weird and random

bbye nya=^.^=

1732hours
11June

nyaa just a quickie~

kkay this is going to just be a quick one.

i'm declaring that i have no relation by flesh and blood, mind and soul to that disgusting, irritating beyond means, useless piece of waste material.
there. nya i got that done.

hee hee^^
so tired... my shoulders are going to drop off with the amount of stress i'm putting on them even after they are strained. my elbow and wrist also. nyaa must rest rest.

ahh... i ate too much today... growing fatter...

ooh! i got a new exercise regimen! now is 1 round around estate, 30 sit-ups, 300 stepping, 15 push-ups(i need to start slow.. i have no arm muscles at all) and then i added in 1 more round around the estate after that.
train my stamina, strength and endurance.

ahh the ghost want to use the com. irritating. this internet only can use one at a time. if can use both at once then is easier.

kkay=^.^=
bbye nya~

1514hours
10June

zzzt......

haha there has been a makeover to my blog. it's now matrix-ish instead of the cartoon kat-tun.

nyaa i'm supposed to be at bridging now but i woke up at 9... so i never go~
ahh!!! scared get booking... what to do... my bad sleeping habits...

nyaa i think i'll be going jogging later... i need the exercise~ i've been feeling too hyper! nya nya!!

and yay! 1st violin going to have more players!! auditions on tuesday~
but i'll be in the behind desks.
must practice harder! and then i'll overtake you!! nyahahahaha to that someone who i suspect doesn't like me.

sigh... its so hot... i've been wearing a singlet for the past few days. like tank top-ish singlet kkay?

nyaa nyaa~
bbye=^.^=

0931hours
5June

nyahahaha!!

hee hee!
my restaurant is going really well!! (facebook game. interested get a facebook account search restaurant city)
but claire you play too much!!
overtake me so fast...
wah!! nya i took so long to overtake you and then you overtake me again...

ahh...
JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE NYA~
so boring...
i don't like holidays... got nothing to do...
actually got alot of things to do but too lazy to do them.
nya you know i think my typing speed is getting faster~
now can type quite fluently

ahh i practice eine kleine until my shoulder and hand cramped...
got moved back one desk...
dunno what to feel...
but feel hurt that they just move and never say anything(i came in late cos got bridging...)
and i think someone doesn't like me...
well, you don't like me its your loss
cos i'm such a nice person(haha i so thick skin)-barney, mew mew, tokyo and afew other ppl will be saying like whatever juliette. hee hee^^-

nyaa... first long-ish post in awhile

i haven't gone for training for so long
i became soft. nyaa really soft
stamina and strength and muscles all gone...
die... i went jogging and i felt like dying..
now going to start exercising on my own
but too scared to go training...

ahh... afew days and got so much to talk about...
but i being myself forgot what i wanted to say...

kkay~ nya nya~
bbye=^.^=

1921hours
4June

kirei kirei nya=^.^=

hee hee^^ yay yay!
the house is cleannn!!
the living room looks so bigg~
and the toilet smells nice-ish(......)
i still have alot of clothes to iron though
finish it by today
then do homework
nyaa...
should i go for training later?
very long never go will feel weird if i do
and the other ppl should be there cos the ong kian min coming up... i skipped the ong kian min weigh in so i not going.. then very weird if i go... and will be doing sparring training also...
and then my grading in july... still cannot do the pattern nicely.. got alot of mistakes XD
nyaa...

see how i feel.
bbye~

1110hours
1June

haha!!! its the first day of june!
i just realised...

tired... nyaa...

i so tired... the farewell party for mrs sin is so... sweet...
the cake the stuff all so sweet...
i don't like cake.
i don't like cream...

zzzt...
so tired...

i don't like literature!
i want to take core geog history elect but don't have
i don't want lit so much i put triple science as my first choice...

i don't like chem...
like physics and bio^^

tired...

bye bye nya~

1451hours
29May

ahh... finally a day of relaxation

nyaa... finally there's a day without me needing to bring things to school... everyday its either my instrument or some recycling stuff... sigh...

this morning ran around the basketball court with tokyo and mack mummy^^
i chase mack mummy for about 2 rounds she stop
keep disturbing me and tokyo while we were running(hee hee^^)
then run one more round then went for some prayer thing.

hahas. she so funny and weird^^

then tokyo run about 9-10 rounds
i run about 13-14 rounds(suay numbers)...

nyaa!!! my stamina drop by so much!!
to feel how tired i was after the 5 rounds today last time i could run about 30-35 rounds!!
after almost 1 month of slack or not training my stamina drop so much!!!
need to start training hard again

tomorrow aim for 20 at least 15 rounds!

my internet crash...
i'm typing random crap while waiting for it to work again...

lalalas~~~ internet internet~ work work work!

zzzt...
i'm being too random..

oyeah! the music thing that we are supposed to perform on thursday i have a choice between singing and playing the violin.
i'd rather lousily play my violin than sing~
tokyo would play the piano.

that leaves ahmeng, huizhen and striker cheong to sing.
doubt ahmeng would
but i want to hear her sing nya

yay!! internet working again!

long post.
byebye nya~=^.^=

2035hours
25May

yay yay!!

hahah! yay yay!!
i can finally play brandenburg without mistakes!! besides intonation nya.. hee hee

yay! mack mummy borrow for me the speed reading book!
i think my reading speed is quite okay. above average.

i missed the weigh-in for ong kian min... so cannot fight...
nyaa...

i'm not so sure if i would want to fight...
i'll fight younger tang...

she's as scary as older tang...

kaykay
bye bye nya=^.^=

24May
2035hours

string i die nya!!!

i can't stand that tw woman. forever picking on me. i wasn't even doing anything wrong!
now doing chinese
trying to anyway

later string i die

the song must sight read and i suck at sightreading
i wanna play phantom of the opera for string
i ask teacher connie for the string score
she have the ensemble score

nya bye bye

0920hours
19May

string~

emmerlyn ask me if i wanna play for prefects investiture.
i say okay.
then now i playing violin 2!
and all the songs all i dunno how to play~
nya...
i take very long to learn songs.
i hope i don't pull everybody down everybody

kaykays

1434hours
17May

meow meow~~

meow meow~
haven't posted for a long time
played badminton for fun, some random coach ask me and another girl to play with his to help train his student. play like shit for over one hour... i can barely lift up my arm... oww... but i think i'm pretty good at saves~ hee hee.. now i want to learn badminton. but i want to play doubles. so fun nya~ and i and training yesterday only 4 people came~ nyaa~~ so we did abit of power training and demo training. my legs hurt...
urgh... cmps is getting to me. cos i went for some treatment thing and while i was doing it i was like thinking the underlying problem for my pain is straining of long unused muscles and the solution was to exercise more and use pain cream. i mean like nya! seriously... i think cmps is a waste of time...
kay kay. tomorrow got string but i doubt i can lift my arm up to hold the bow...
hmm... kay i'll stop here
bye bye

1959hours
12May

Nyaah~~

nya~~ i am soo tired... stupid syf. band and choir got gold with honours and dance got gold... string got alot of pressure nya.. and one of my seniors is so like oishi. she worries and worries~ kinda like a mother hen. tomorrow got sectionals in the morning! we made a joke and said to play MELMEL's funeral march and freak everybody out. nya~~ mengyu is spoiling the whole section! everybody(and even me, surprisingly..) is playing da.da.da. she is playing la~la~la~. NYAAH!!! so annoying. but nya~ she can do a one woman show. kay kay. i need to iron my clothes nya~

22April
2147 hours

random nyaa

nyaa... i am feeling so sad... i am going to study hard!
this is so random...

21April
2114 hours

=^.^= nya!

kay kay. from now on i am officially... bored... nyyaa! haha lol. i am feeling so rejected... nya... oh! and the previous post is an extract from a book, i just edited it abit. and no ruth the person is not gloria. eww... of all people why gloria?... brr... no offence parney.
limerick time!:
a pair of feet on the floor
ran hurriedly through the door
they tripped on a rock
and fell with a plop
and for the whole day the feet felt sore...

i haven't posted for quite awhile...
nyaa

20April
1625 hours

i'm soo confused...

i'm soo confused... i fell in love with this person and this person A does not know it. A and i were playing around today and i confessed to A... but A brushed it off as a joke... i was hoping A would but it still hurts for your crush to reject you so easily... but the more i look at A i like A more... A is good at everything... sports, music, studies... A helped me alot in my work... and i can like A to this extent... A is the first person i actually like this much. there were two others but those are not as strong as this... what is up with me?... but i haven't posted in awhile... school is boring and i need to seriously buck up in my studies. i got like 1c6 4c5 2b4 and 2a1 which is very bad. my average is below average. and i suddenly felt so hardworking today and went ahead and bought 4 notebooks to write notes on 4 subjects. mainly cos A was also doing that... but i need to study hard and i am going to study hard... i can't do any worse...

24March
1757 hours

... Friday the 13th

... i hate friday the 13th! so suay the whole day. first during science i got called up to do some chemical equasion balance thing and i didn't know how to do. then maths i got called up to do some inverse proportion graph thing and i didn't know how to do again... then art ca i had not enough time to do a proper job and when i was done i realised i did it wrongly. and then during string i found out i didn't bring my shoulder rest and had to play while gripping the violin with my chin for three hours... my jaw hurts... but i still could play quite okay. and i sat in the second desk again. i realise i've been sitting there alot. and mr li doesn't ask me to play over and over again. next week i might have to sit in first desk... the sec3s are not coming... its going to be freaky... and during training just now i got kicked on both my upper arms, stomach, left ear, left elbow, both sides of my hip, my ankle and i kicked everywhere except where we were supposed to kick. but at least i didn't kick any groins today... but the arm that i use to play my violin got kicked... i can't bend or straighten it without feeling pain... its my bowing arm... i'm going to practice study and train hard! Jia You!

13February
2242 hours

oww... again

... i got kicked by vincent and fell on my tailbone... again...

6February
2327 hours

OWW!!!

OWWIIEEE!! just now during training we were sparring. i kicked, i slipped, i fell and all my weight landed on my tailbone! it hurts!!!

2February
2327 hours

HIHI!!!

it's music now and everybody is just slacking. i never thought MEP would be any good, but then the music worksheet we were supposed to do was like super easy. and HuayEe is watching me while i'm typing. she says yo

1350 hours
29January

Chinese new year celebrations

today was the school's chinese new year celebrations. there was a class modeling competition. elicia was supposed to be the model but she didn't want to. then somebody said i should be the model. then after that alot of confusing stuff happened and lianne ended up being the model. which was a good thing. i looked really fat in the costume... and our class came in second place. 2/6 came in first. their dress was totally made of hong baos. it took them like 6 hours to make. there were a few girls who could make good models. two sec1 and two sec4 from 4/6 and 4/7. they had nice legs and figure. after that was the class decorating competition. 2/7 came in FIRSTTT!!!!! Yay! our class decorate until so nice, if we never get anything we so sad.

23January
1507 hours

I'm BORED!!!!

i'm really bored. i have homework to do but i don't feel like doing it. and there's training later. we are going to use the rubber rope today. tie that thick thing to our leg and kick. its going to be soo tiring... and joyce maam asked me to go to SAC every thursday to help teach. i said okay but i don't like teaching!!! and i have zero teaching talent. Oyea. and yesterday my washing machine crashed. all the clothes(more than a full load) and the soap and water went in already, and then the whole drum dropped. sucks! my mother and i had to hand-wash all the clothes. my hands are soo sore... and the new washing machine won't come until friday... but washing clothes are fun, until your skin tears. i have so much homework to do... i'll get to it. kk.

1635hours
19January

woah. today was so slack. our first period was pe and then art. but! our art teacher was absent so we had like two free periods. and then we had a class party for the rest of the day! it was so fun. we celebrated the January babies birthdays. and we played our class' favourite game, Whacko! or however you spell it... but just for the challenge we played double whacko. the person that got whacked three times had to do a forfeit. and mingxia and shishi both had to write their names with their butt! haha lol. after that we ended earlier than the other classes(because the whole school had a party.) and i went to parkway with mingxia, elicia, nicole, minhui and huayee. at the bus stop we saw a shitty car. as in literally. a white car with bird shit all over it.
when we got to parkway and got off the bus we saw mr fi. or actually, he was standing in front of us and i was like EH??? and everyone else screamed. really loudly. especially minhui. haha. at parkway nothing eventful happened. we went to a few shops and eew! we went to minibits and mini toons. everything in there was pink! yuck! my eyes soo soo hurt. i didn't even want to go inside. after that we had string. and we got a new song to play. some "fly me to the moon". it had some weird jazzy beat and every body didn't know how to play it. so it sounded really messy. and we played schindler's list. its a really nice song. and after string i had tkd. and after tkd i had a shower. ok. so i haven't had the shower yet. i'll have it later. i'm a nice clean person. training was soo exhausting. RuiJie, rowena, Qian, Vincent, Chad and those others all came. when i arrived i was like surprise surprise. they only go to ncc and one day they come to ecc. and a new girl came today. esther from malaysia. and we had sparring. esther and i partnered and we kicked at the same time and our feet crashed. hard. owwwwwwww! it hurts. and she uses her hands to guard all the time so there was no chance to attack. and when i did i hit her forearm. she did not wear guards and it hurt like hell. i don't know what she's made of. i think i broke both my feet. and then there was vincent. he kicks so fast and hard i don't even have a chance to counter or even move away. my hand hurts... and he was using his full strength! i'm at least 3 years younger than him and i'm a girl! why can't he go easier on me? wah! no fair! and then there was ruijie. i could score off him and then he would counter in a way that was impossible for me to kick back. when i tried i... kicked him... i kicked where the sun didn't shine... hard... it must have hurt... but its not the first time i kicked a boy there. after sparring we practiced kicking and we all got punished because some people were not kicking properly. we had to stay in some push-up position for like 500 counts. thats alot. my shoulders hurt like hell from that. and then we had a race. i'm too exhausted to talk about anything. training just totally kills me.

2329 hours
9January

I'm finally done!

phew! i'm finally done with the commonwealth essay! it took me so long to write. the topics were all topics i knew nothing about. i'm better at descriptive essays i guess. so i took the one that i thought would allow me to describe most. but there's no plot or storyline in the thing. the topic i chose was: write about a sea or mountain or both. i have the story on my other blog, taraquolxstories. my other writings are there. but now i still have MEP homework to finish. i totally don't get music. i think i'll quit in sec3. but i'll see about it first.

4January
1606 hours

1st sunday

today is the first sunday of the month. and that means there will be a gathering at my grandparents house. i don't really like going. all of them seem to have a thing against chinese. and their eating habits are rather unhealthy. its all fried food and mostly meat. no greens at all. and its just really boring... but they're at home alone most of the time so they'll feel lonely. and its a once in a month thing. family bonding. and half the family doesn't show up. well, half of them are either in australia or new zealand or filippines. but i guess i'll go.

4January
1208 hours

ranting on my first day...

Oh great! yesterday was the first day of school and it had its goods and its bads. i finally have juniors! hee hee... but they all are so tall... most are taller than me. but 2008 passed by too fast... and i met my form teachers. miss ngo is our science teacher again. haha. slack. but she's nice and can teach. then there's mrs... cannot remember... i think its tan. i don't really know her but she's going to be our english teacher and she seems nice enough. then there's also miss tong. urgh... i totally hate her. she's our mep(music elective programme) teacher and she totally sucks. she is so biased and likes every class except her own. and i can bet she hates me... or maybe its a mrs teo repeat. haha. but i can tell and i know its not. she only likes that melissa and ruth. the two guai gias of the class. that melissa is so bitchy. she can talk so sweet in front of me and then stab me from behind. kinda like some assasin. because on new years day... oh! while i'm on that i wanna say. i was like so totally drunk. i had about half a bottle of wine... woah... and i tripped and crashed against a chair. that was even before i was drunk. i'm such a cluts... anyways, i read her blog. she thinks i don't look at blogs eh? well she's made a huge mistake. actually not really but that's beside the point. somewhen in october we were taking bus home together and her phone slipped out of her pocket. i was kind enough to pick it up for her instead of just leaving it there. i wanted to pass it to her in the next bus and tease her about being careless with her stuff. but i put it in my pinafore pocket and forgot all about it. i cannot remember who called who but i told her i had the phone. her father drove her over to my house which was just a 5mins walk away to collect the phone. i sent her a message:"you know, its a walkable distance to my house." just as a talk between teenage friends. but her mad mother(i did not say that about her. melissa herself calls her own mother that.) had to make such a big deal about it and complain to the whole world. talk about exxagerating. and in melissa's blog she said i did not apologise. wtf lah! she is such a two-faced liar. yeah i know it was pretty irresponsible of me to forget about something so "important" but if i had wanted to steal it like her mother said i did i would not have told her i had it right? where's the sense in that? her mother called me mentally retarded. well she is mentally retarded herself. i mean like, who would be so thick-skinned to wear really short shorts and figure-hugging singlets when there is no figure to hug? okay so there is a figure. a really layery one like a hamburger. i'm not trying to be mean or rude but it's a fact. and she thinks she's so great and talks bad about people when she's worse than them herself. and the nerdy melissa's playing on both the violin and the piano is so squeakily horrible and she thinks she is so good. there was a project for mep and we were partnered to play a duet. and she took the first violin part. my playing isn't that good but at least its so much better than hers. i would get a zero if i had stayed paired with her. let her and her darling ruth play together. she thinks she's the best and the top of the world. well, she's not. i'm not staying with people like this. i can't wait for next year when she's going for ip. then i won't havo to see her snotty face ever again. and when she migrates the air is going to be so much fresher without her and her family and dog to stink it up. okay. i'm done ranting. but other than that i'm really happy. i skipped violin today(how bad of me) because i was to lazy to practice. but i've made up my mind. i'm going to work hard this year! i want to take double science and core geography and maybe literature elective. phew! my fingers ache. i'm going to try my best to post on this blog and keep it alive, unlike all my other dead dead dying blogs. haha.

3rd January
1259 hours